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OOOOOOMMMMMGGGGGG things have been going S0O0O0O0O0O0O0O0O excellent lately OH MAN! j;faeirtuqernfghioaudhi;adnf;'hja;ghj ahhhh im so happy that everything is going good...i thought that everything was going to turn to shit and i would be stressed like none other because of SOL's and finals and shit like that but IM NOT...im doing the BEST ive ever done this year in English, I have a B for interims =) im s0o0o0o freakin excited about that!!!!!!!! I just have to maintain that B and possibly raise it to a high B+ or A? yes, that is my goal for the end of the year...besides pass advancing all of my SOL's and finals and shit like that....
s0o0o0o0o that new diet im on? I LOVE IT! I have my own personal trainer, Jennifer, she's s0o0o0o nice, and I feel like I can just be like "yeah, i couldn't resist, I had a poptart today" or something like that but she wont get mad, she's juss like "be honest and everything will be good, but just try not to cheat" and ive been doing EXCELLENT! ive already lost 4 pounds and im 4 more pounds away from reaching my 20% weight loss goal =) im so excited that this year is turning out to be s0o0o0o0 exciting!!!
I'm going over to Kristy's house tonight FINALLY after 2489-567204896289057890276 years of not going over there! im going over after I work out with Jennifer =)
today has been a really good day...my dad came back from a business trip and im actually talking to him =) I guess thats making some progress...i just really wanna be driving again and I want to get a job at that soccer plus store down the street from me on Rolling Road and maybe a few jobs babysitting =) gosh everything is going so good right now *knock on wood*
So today is friday! yay! I had 3 tests today, all which I think I did pretty good on...maybe the lowest grade a C on all of them? I'm not sure...but yeah...I feel pretty good about them =) we're learning new music in chorus for our spring concert...I'm really excited, our theme is "Bruins on Broadway" you should come and see it! I wanna try out for some solos. I'm not sure if we're gonna have any though, but hopefully we will! =) jfqiopwerhtqjebgh;auidfhyqt;h im just so overwhelmed and 934576-29457628904576928htg;lkwftqerugnqero'-168945uinhykqenb BLAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
okie dokie i dont really know what else to say s0o0o bbye!
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[09 May 2006|08:44pm] |
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today was a MUUUCCCHHHH better day than this past month...it started out really bad but mornings aren't important...the only important thing in the morning is breakfast...and sharing sexual experiences with your spanish partner...hahaha that was funny =).
s0o0o0o Kristy made me feel better...we made fun of people in the hallways in the morning as they walked by and then we made more fun of people during lunch. 'Twas really funny...hahahahahaha
"You have some nice spectacles. Can I see your...testicles?" hahahahahahahahahaha....ok so yeah...
I'm starting this 15 month diet plan with my sister. We just started and I'm really looking forward to it, actually. Our personal trainer seems super-dee-duper nice, her name is Jennifer. She showed us a picture of how she looked before she went on this diet...OMG she was huge. But she's so skinny now and I can't wait to lose all the weight I want and then eat healthy forever and yea...I seriously think that by losing all this weight that I'm planning on losing will increase my self-esteem FORSHIZZLE MY NIZZLEEEEEEE......im already excited about what I'm gonna look like when I go back to school. Hopefully I will be somewhere close to the size I want to be. ae8o[rtyuaqnb;oqerutjqnhb19478690-u2y this is simply outrageous.
I'm kinda stressing about my English and Chemistry finals...We have an essay to write in English on the Once and Future King and I'm not that great at writing essays. ummmmmmm and for Chemistry, I can try to go on blackboard and do the extra credit practice SOL quizzes...that will probably be the best thing for me...but other than that, I'm just scared as shit for the final exam. asiortuadfh 90]adf89yg7145gbu1g8p6cv9p81hr wghatever......................sdgjq90[]e8 5yughmvb
s0o0o0o0o0o0o yeah, im not really sure what else to type in here...I'm not really sure what I'm doing this summer either. I wanna go somewhere, I think in August I'm going to Seattle to visit my Aunt and Uncle and stay with them for a week. That should be a lot of fun. I'm the last one out of my family to visit them by myself. My brother went, my sister went, and my cousins, Hannah and Asa, went already. It will be quite exciting =).
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[07 May 2006|04:31pm] |
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so this is the first time in the longest time ive written in here. I kinda miss it. I miss BBYO, i miss my old friends, i miss being good at school, i miss getting good grades...haha this is the new me. not happy, not funny, not bouncing off the walls anymore...im juss plain boring and depressed all the time. ive found myself doing my homework right when i come home from school and then crying myself to sleep. this is rediculous, im crying right now just thinking about what's been going on. There is so much I don't even have time to write it all down. I can't get a B in English 10 Honors...it is absolutely impossible because my teacher hates me. Yeah, I talk in class, but I pay attention. I need extra help and I'm kinda mad it took me until 4th quarter to realize i should stay after school. I'm going to stay after school with my friend, Jessie. That's another problem...my friends. I'm so self concious about what people think of me and if anyone likes me. Kristy is my best friend and Jessie is my other best friend...but I mean, I get really jealous when they hang out together and don't include me. Yeah, I know it's normal to be jealous and to want to spend a lot of time with ur best friends, but they deserve time alone with each other. I guess I don't really put myself in their shoes when I hang out with only one of them at a time. I just want to have a relationship with a friend where we are practically sisters...and inseperable and do everything together. I've just always wanted that kind of friendship because I've never had one like that. I mean, I've talked to Jessie and Kristy about it, but I don't wanna talk to them again because I'm annoying when I do. I know I get annoying with this ranting and raving shit but I can't fucking help it and that's why I have such a big problem with myself. I know I shouldn't get so worked up over stupid shit like this...but I mean...it's whatever. I really miss all of my old friends that I could talk to...I hate growing up and things changing...I mean people tell me all the time that high school is the best time of anyone's life...well, I'm still waiting for the good part...I just wanna get outta here, meet new people so I can start all over again and be a new person and just be free of all this bullshit that is so not worth my time. I had this Children's concert yesterday afternoon, and I had to stay in character for the whole hour and a half that I was on stage. I had to have a dorky smile on, greet the little kids and be nice and have a huge smile on my face. I was dying inside trying to hold back my tears so I could be happy and not uspet anyone. I wish I could truly be like that again, have a huge smile on my face all the time, be dorky with people and just have fun and think absolutely nothing of it. This is just another one of my fucking rant posts...but it feels absolutely amazing. Even though I'm not expressing how I feel by talking to someone, i'm still expressing myself through words...I think I'll keep everyone updated...I hope everyone on here kept me on their friend's list! I'm back and I'm trying really hard to change the way I am to the way I was.
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[05 Nov 2005|07:18pm] |
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hmmm...i think this is the longest I've gone w/o reading/updating on LJ...sorry guys...ive been super-dee-duper busy with a lot of stuff and juss didn't feel like updating or catching up on people because i had to catch up on myself...which I have finally achieved now, so here i am updating...hmm where shall i begin?
hahahaha HOMECOMING! went with Jen, Marisol, Kristy, and Jared...'twas mucho fun =). Me and Kristy are like this now *ties middle and pointer finger together* I love having a girlfriend I can talk to about anything and everything...plus, she has taught me some of her evil ways so I'm still learning, but I'm following in her footsteps...MWAHAHAHAHAHA.
soccer-great
school-great
friends-perfectly amazing ((i love you all =D))
and now back to Kristy...LOL so i went home with her yesterday and was spending the night. We had fun =)We saw Saw 2 which was really really good! go see it. After that, we went back to her house juss to chill for a while and then we snuck out of her house @ like 1 in the morning and chilled with her guy friends from West Pot. they are some pretty cool kids. I emded up hooking up with this one kid, Dan...he wasn't that great looking, but he gave ,e the biggest fucking hicky of my life! I've been so paranoid about my mom seeing it because my dad saw it when we were in Home Depot. After we left the bon-fire get togeter thing...me, Kristy, Brian, and Kelly ((Kelly is a guy)) went back to Kristy's house to chill. they stayed until like 430 and then they went home. Kristy and I stayed up until like 530 telling each other about our night. ROAR I love you with a burning passion, Kristin Yu Politte!
Blaaaaah....so right now I'm babysitting 3 girls, two 10-year-olds and one 5-year-old. they're angels =). I get to babysit them tomorrow night too...Tracey's making money again...YAY!!!! ((I GOT MY MEDICINE!)) hahahaha Kristy...okay I have to go read my book for English but I'm glad I updated again =) until next time, fuckers!
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[17 Oct 2005|08:57pm] |
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my life is a fucking roller coaster...i hate it
one minute, im all hunky-dory happy and YAY! and then the next minute im all shut-the-fuck-up-leave-me-alone type...ROAR ic ant take this shit nemore...
If there is one thing I hate more than hypocrits, its people who tell me they understand how I'm feeling when really...THEY HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE! I mean, the way i present it to you, it may sound like the same problems you have, but really, they're totally and completely different. I'm not mad or sad or nething, juss a bit ticked off and annoyed because you really don't understand what I'm feeling and you really don't understand what's going on. I don't need someone to tell me they know what it's like and it'll pass and blah blah blah and all that other shit. I udnerstand that, i KNOW FOR A FACT i will get over it sooner or later. But as of right now, I juss need someone one there to help me through it all, to support me, and tell me that everything will be alright, everything's gonna be okay...and most imporatntly that you let me know you are there with me every fucking step of the way, through thick and thin, through whatever, you. will. be. there.
pep rally was the best time of my life...i love my friends =) today is a happy day because my father is gone for 10 days on a business trip...SCORE!
im going to homecoming this year, hooray for me! LoL my mom and I are going back to the mall tomorrow when she gets home from work to try on more dresses-same style as the dress i tried on yesterday- but juss in different colors. I think I like the blue second best.
Zack and I are hanging out on Friday night...is it bad that im overly excited? =D! im so happy LoL.
thats it, good-bye!
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[10 Oct 2005|01:18pm] |
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****You can ask me 1-7 questions.
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Repost this to see what others ask you.
If you don't then you're scared of what people may ask you.****
So my mom finally gets out of bed at 1:00 in the afternoon ((which is early for her)) and tries to make small talk with me...she asks if I know that my soccer practice was cancelled today and I said "yes, i know, i got the e-mail too" and then she says "I think you have something to say to me..." and I said, "hmm...nope, nothing that I can think of, do you have something to say to me?" and she goes ((in a joking kinda voice to imitate me)) "nope, I don't think so!" and I say "alright, nice talkin to ya" and close my door. god WHAT A BITCH! but I'm feeling better about the whole situation because she's a freak and like Ugur told me, I shouldn't take offense to it...but w/e, I know we're both gonna be over it by the end of the day, but still...she knows how I am about my weight, im so fucking self-concious and then she has to go ahead and rub it in my god damn face! UGH i could slap her so hard right now! w/e...imma let it all go...ROAR!
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[09 Oct 2005|08:31pm] |
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i dont really feel like updating but i havent in a while so i might as well, right?
well, for one, my mom is the biggest bitch in the wolrd. she yelled at me because i told her i wasnt gonna wear stockings-pantyhose-w/e the fuck u wanna call them, with my homecoming dress...and she was like "the reason y u have to wear them is because ur fat and u need to suck in ur gut so it doesnt hang out and people won't call you a fat pig, because when u let ur gut hang out, u look like a fat pig." And on top of that, I got a ride home from one of my hebrew school teachers early instead of waiting for my mom to come and pick me up at 8 with my sister and instead of staying for the cooking elective, which btw u fat fuck ((referring to my mom)) is definitely NOT a part of the hebrew school curriculum this year. So you can go SHOVE UP UR FAT ASS U FAT UGLY PEICE OF SHIT WHORE!
okay...but neways, the point i was trying to make is that since i got a ride home early from one of my hebrew school teachers, i most likely wont be getting my homecoming dress...well actually nvm, i juss thought that i have money in my bank account so i can pay for my dress and get it altered too. So i may be in luck...but iono, we'll see how things go.
today was the bakesale for hurrican katrina victims. YAY FOR EMILY SHERMAN! her first event and it went absolutely swell =D. we made $400 and all of it is going to the red cross. I'm so pleased with the work Masada has done =D. Ya know, they're the only group of girls that actually make me feel really good. they're a part of me now, and i cant see myself letting go. But since I don't get to see most of them that often, it's hard because i love them all dearly and I can't see them as much as I want to.
Soccer is going well, we're starting to win again. yea...hmm okay next subject.
Chorus...S0O0O0O0O0 much fundraising, it's rediculous. we have the chorus picnic tomorrow, but not if it rains...i hope it doesnt rain, i need to get out of the house because my soccer practice is already cancelled for tomorrow. Oh well, we'll see if she sends out an e-mail.
I really really hate touching up on this subject, but I feel that I'm not as close with some people as I used to be. it's hard because they don't go to my school and all, but I just wish I could keep in touch and see them every chance I get. I've been meaning to hang out with them, but I feel so awkward making that one phone call. I mean, it's just a phone call, right? I keep telling myself, "ill get around to it later" and then later ends up being the next day when i have no free time with school, fundraising, powderpuff, soccer, homework, and then sleep. roar, w/e...I am definitely going to make up for all of this stupid depression shit...ive let it take over me for too long. roar w/e...
so me and ally were joking around in PE on friday singing the emo song and the only line we knew was "dear diary...mood: apathetic. my life is slowly spiraling downwards." its funny how a joke can turn into reality, hmm?
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took this from rebecca because i can =)
1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT? I have a scar on my right knee, i was in 2nd grade and i fell off of this bridge thing on my elementary school playground and the mulch cut my skin pretty bad.
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? a titanic poster and a green poster thing that says "Student of the Week" from 6th grade...
3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE? flip phone, black, the razor phone
4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO? anything
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN? 2:26 p.m.
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW? to have my homework completed and over with and for it to be at least April so I can look forward to my spring chorus trip...i also want to make it into district choir...a date to homecoming would be nice...and of course for this one guy to like me, but im not sure how thats going right now...we shall see =)
7. WHAT DO YOU MISS AT TIMES? being a little kid, having so much time on my hands not knowing what to do with it...my second grade teacher, when life was easy...
8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION? probably my old soccer cleates from like...forever ago..
9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL? when my mom makes matzah-brye ((however u spell it)) during Passover
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC? no
11. IF YOU DIED TOMORROW: i'd be somewhat happy i guess...
12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY? i cant remember the last time i cried...
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME? Amber Romance from Victoria's Secret
14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX? doesn't really matter to me...
15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT? at a bar with a bunch of friends and my boyfriend, or at a special restaurant for dinner or something nice like that
16. DO YOU LIKE PORN? is it bad if I say yes?
19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD? my sister
20. DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE? spanish
21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT EVER GIVEN TO YOU BY SOMEONE OF THE OPPOSITE SEX? my brother got me a sweater and a t-shirt for my late birthday present
22. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING? love is uncontrollable
23. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU? show them instead of juss telling them
24. TYPE A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED: 99
25. BLONDES, REDHEADS OR BRUNETTES? brunettes
26. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN? either tiffany's cell phone, stacy's house, marisol's house/cell, dad's work number, or home
27. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST? hypocrits
28. HAVE YOU EVER MADE A PRANK CALL? yes
29. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY? eating lunch after i came back from services
30. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY, WHAT WOULD IT BE? lypo-suction
31. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY? because i was bored and it was different than other surveys
32. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PIZZA? cheese only...sometimes mushrooms
33. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL? id drink neway?
34. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY? money so i can buy my car
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[27 Sep 2005|11:22pm] |
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and i kinda like him a lot...here's where we left off...
long story short: i asked this guy to homecoming, he said he would if he didn't have plans to go to another homecoming on the same night. then the next day he tells me he can come with me and im happy. then the NEXT day, he tells me he cant come with me because if he went w. me he would feel bad if he didn't go w. me and he went w. the other girl, but then he would also feel bad if vice versa. he said he would think about it and I hate when guys say that. I mean...he could say no because he doesn't really know me that well, we do talk a lot online and we joke around and stuff, but we're not like GOOD GOOD friends. But he might also say yes because this would be a perfect opportunity for us to get to know each other better. i am definitely willing to wait ((although i hate when guys say that, as i said above in this entry)) and because it isnt until oct. 22nd so im not all that worried...but w/e.
deleted this other paragraph because i was crying too much and couldn't read wut i was typing after a while.
EDDDDDDDDDDIIIIIIIITTTTTTTT::: i deleted the paragraph that was supposed to be above BECAUSE of nip/tuck. the episode last night was outrageously scary and i cried...so there.
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i dont even know where to start so i think im juss gonna type until my fingers fall off...or at least until i have to get ready for soccer practice...
ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate hypocrits
i hate selfish people
i hate bitches
i hate fake people
i hate parents
i hate teachers
i hate people who talk out in class when not necessary
i hate english honors
i hate projects
i hate running
i hate being sore in the morning
a lot of things piss me off easily, but right now...
i hate you.
i cant stand the way you treat people sometimes. you act like ur "miss popularity" at school and then u come home and rant and rave about stupid people that u dont like when yet...u decided to be their best friend for the day. i hate the way u tell me something about someone behind their back one minute, and then the next minute, you're prancing around with them being dandy and shit. you piss me off so much right now that iont wanna talk to you. to me, as of right now, i see you as a self-centered brat and i cant stand that.
G-d, i miss my masada ladies too much...haha, im actually getting tears in my eyes juss knowing i cant be with you all until saturday =/. i wish i could see you guys more often. I've gotten so close with a lot of you girls and i seriously don't know how i survived w/o any of you. ily.
---EDIT--- just got home from soccer practice...took all my anger/frustration out on the field so im not as mad and imma talk to you about some stuff...cuz i hate doing this over and over again, its stupid...but yea...
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[17 Sep 2005|04:32pm] |
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i promised pics from NYC so here they are...enjoy! =D
my grandma in her apartment...she's so cool haha
HAHAHAHA MY MOM!
my sister is s0o0o0o freakin cool
damn, im so hot! hahahahahahaha...funniest picture of my life
HAIRSPRAY!!!!!!! awesome musical!
my mom and I before the show!
my sister, my mom, and I before the show...we're hot, heck yes!
my cousin, Hannah, and I
well thats about it...bye =)
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| An Update on Life |
[16 Sep 2005|02:56pm] |
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Wow...I can't believe we've already made it through 2 weeks of school...
So the first couple of days of the first week were slow and boring and i didnt like them. but then later in the week, i got used to my classes-teachers and students-and I have a feeling this is going to be a fun year. I originally started out this year thinking things like, "ugh this is gonna be the worst year of my life...worse than last year...i hate the people in the school...i hate everything about this school...yadda yadda yadda." Well, I've gotten used to it, and now it's not so bad. I mean, I can't imagine how hard it is starting all over in a new school, but it might be fun. If I had the choice to either stay at LB or to start all over in a different school, I would probably stay at LB because at least I know the people and the teachers and classes and other things like that. But yea, enough about school, even though I like my classes and everything this year, im not totally obsessed.
Friends-well I have a lot of acquaintances...A LOT. But I have my Masada girls and I have my soccer team and a few close friends at LB. I don't need anyone else because everyone else SUCKS A LOT OF ASS...=).
ANYWAYS...so today was picture day I think I looked exceptionally well =D. I was hoping to get Amber as my background this year because I ALWAYS got green, but they didnt have it nemore, so i decided to do the same old shit, green. It will turn out nice, I'm sure, but I'm kinda bummed I didn't get Amber...oh well.
i cannot wait for this term ((BBYO)) I'm definitely excited. At kickoff, I saw S0O0O0O0O0O0O many new faces and a lot of familiar ones which was just as nice. "Make new friends, but keep the old." LoL girl scouts...how I hated being a brownie...but yea, I love all of my Masada Teddies and I wanna bang you all...thanks =).
soccer is going great...we had our first game last weekend but we tied 0-0, but we'll win this weekend.
yeah...nothing more to say so im outie...PEACE...hahaha
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ROAR...definitely sorry for the lack of updates/comments...comments mostly...ive been incredibly tired/busy/not in the mood to do nething since school started...3 days ago. wutever...I have good classes. here's my schedule:
1st pd. Spanish 3 w. Anderson
2nd pd. PE w. Patton
3rd pd. Geometry w. Bell
4th pd. Chorus w. Cartwright
5th pd. English Honors w. Rockmann
6th pd. History w. Ianacone
7th pd. Chemistry w. Wallington
thepman17: ugh i hate this, i feel soo unp[repared for everything
^^ as do i, paul...as do i...
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I feel like updating...so here are some pics of Becca...she took these at my house...we were bored...there will be more pics of me and my family in NY coming soon =)
rock on becca...rock on...
Becca's eye
my eye LoL
SHE'S GOING TO EAT YOU!!!!!!! ROAR!
Becca being the girl from the ring
mmmm yummy...LOL
yea thats it...bye!
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in NJ right now...in a hotel lobby.
had the best time today...got to see relatives i havent seen in 234089672098670298756 years...yea.
I don't really feel like updating now.
Once my sister loads pics on to her computer and sends them to me, ill post them on here along with a real update. later dudes.
btw, im already NOT looking forward to going back to bumblefuck VA...roar.
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(x)Pirates of the Caribbean
( )Boondock Saints
( )The Mexican
( )City of Lost Children
( )Fight Club
( )Starsky and Hutch
(x)Neverending Story
( )Blazing Saddles
( )Airplane
(x)The Princess Bride
( )Young Frankenstien
(x)AnchorMan
(x)Napoleon Dynamite
(x)Saw
(x)White noise
(x)White Oleander
(x)Anger Management
(x)50 First Dates
( )Jason X
(x)Scream
( )Scream 2
( )Scream 3
(x)Scary Movie
(x)Scary Movie 2
(x)Scary Movie 3
(x)American Pie
(x)American Pie 2
(x)American Wedding
(x)Harry Potter
(x)Harry Potter 2
(x)Harry Potter 3
( )Resident Evil I
( )Resident Evil 2
(x)The Wedding Singer
( )Little Black Book
(x)The Village
(x)Donnie Darko
( )Lilo & Stitch
(x)Finding Nemo
(x)Finding Neverland
(x)13 Ghosts
(x)Signs
(x)The Grinch
(x)Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(x)White Chicks
(x)The Butterfly Effect
(x)13 going on 30
(x)I Robot
( )Dodgeball
( )Universal Soldier
( )Lemony Snickets A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( )Along Came A Spider
( )Deep impact
( )KingPin
(x)Never Been Kissed
(x)Meet The Parents
(x)Meet the Fockers
(x)Eight Crazy Nights
(x)A Cinderella Story
(x)The Terminal
(x)The Lizzie McGuire Movie
(x)Passport to Paris
(x)Dumb & Dumber
( )Dumb & Dumberer
( )Final Destination
( )Final Destination 2
( )Halloween
(x)The Ring
( )The Ring 2
( )Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
(x)Practical Magic
(x)Chicago
(x)Ghost Ship
( )From Hell
( )Hellboy
(x)Secret Window
(x)Thirteen
(x)I Am Sam
( )The Whole Nine Yards
( )The Whole Ten Yards
(x)The Day After Tomorrow
(x)Child's Play
( )Bride of Chucky
(x)Ten Things I Hate About You
(x)Just Married
(x)Gothika
(x)Nightmare on Elm Street
( )Sixteen Candles
( )Bad Boys
( )Bad Boys 2
( )Joy Ride
( )Seven (SE7EN)
( )Oceans Eleven
( )Oceans Twelve
( )Identity
( )Lone Star
(x)Bedazzled
( )Predator I
( )Predator II
(x)Independence Day
( )Cujo
( )A Bronx Tale
(x)Darkness Falls
(x)Christine
(x)ET
( )Children of the Corn
(x)My Boss' Daughter
(x)Maid in Manhattan
( )Frailty
( )Best of the Best
(x)How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x)She's All That
(x)Calendar Girls
( )Sideways
( )Mars Attacks
( )Event Horizon
(x)Ever After
(x)Forrest Gump
( )Big Trouble in Little China
( )X-Men
( )X-Men 2
( )Jeepers Creepers
( )Jeepers Creepers 2
(x)Catch Me If You Can
(x)The Others
(x)Freaky Friday
( )Reign of Fire
(x)Swimfan
(x)Miracle
(x)Old School
(x)Ray
(x)The Notebook
( )K-Pax
( )Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
( )Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
( )Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(x)A Walk to Remember
(x)Boogeyman
( )Hitch
( )The Fifth Element
( )Star Wars episode I The Phantom Menace
( )Star Wars episode II Attack of The Clones
( )Star Wars episode III Revenge of The Sith
( )Star Wars episode IV A New Hope
( )Star Wars episode V The Empire Strikes Back
( )Star Wars episode VI Return of The Jedi
(x)Troop Beverly Hills
( )Swimming with Sharks
( )Air Force One
( )For Richer or Poorer
( )Trainspotting
( )People under the stairs
( ) Red Velvet
(x)Sound of Music
(x)Parent Trap
( )The Burbs
( )The Terminator
( )Terminator 2
( )Terminator 3
( )Empire Records
( )SLC Punk
(x)Meet Joe Black
( )Wild Girls
( )A Clockwork Orange
( )The Order
(x)Spiderman
(x)Spiderman 2
( )Amelie
(x)Mean Girls
(x)Shrek
(x)Shrek 2
(x)The Incredibles
(x)Collateral
(x)The Fast & The Furious
(x)2 Fast 2 Furious
( )Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow
( )Closer
(x)Titanic
(x)Saved
( )Bowling For Columbine
( )Farenheit 9/11
(x)The Sixth Sense
( )Artificial intelligence - AI
(x)Love actually
( )Shutter
(x)Ella Enchanted
(x)Princess Diaries 1
(x)Princess Diaries 2
( )Constantine
(x)Million Dollar Baby
( )Envy
(x)Eurotrip
(x)Malibu's Most wanted
(x)Big Daddy
( )Black Sheep
( )The Breakfast Club
(x)West side story
( )A Christmas Story
(x)Spanglish
( )Pulp Fiction
(x)Sleepover
( )The Evil Dead
(x)Killer Klowns From Outer Space
( )The seed of chucky
( )Vanilla Sky
(x)Nightmare Before Christmas
(x)Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
(x)Interview With The Vampire
(x)The Crow
( )Purple Rain
( )Reservoir Dogs
(x)Wayne's World
(x)Wayne's World 2
( )21 Grams
( )Blow
(x)Edward Scissorhands
( )Clerks
(x)Beauty and the beast
(x)Guess who
(x)monster in-law
(x)ELF
(x)stuart little
( )stuart little 2
( )Mall Rats
( )Chasing Amy
(x)Dogma
( )Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
(x)Beetlejuice
( )Last Samurai
(x)The Amityville Horror
( )The Aviator
(x)Romeo and Juliet
( )beauty shop
(x)legally blonde
(x)Legally Blonde 2
(x)the forgotten
(x)confessions of a teenage drama queen
(x)grudge
(x)wimbledon
(x)bring it on
(x)bring it on again
( )flight of the phoenix
( )johnsons family vaction
( )vegas vacation
( )thirteen days
( )2001: a space odessy
( )dr. strangelove how i came to love the bomb
(x)indiana jones and the temple of doom
( )animal house
(x)happy gilmore
(x)Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x)Beavis and Butthead do America
(x)School Of Rock
( )GodFather I
( )Godfather II
( )Godfather III
( )Scarface
( )Any Given Sunday
( )The Art of War
( )Still, We Believe
(x)Queen of the Damned
( )Reality Bites
( )The Wall
( )El Mariachi
( )Desperado
( )Once Upon a Time in Mexico
( )Princess Mononoke
( )Spirited Away
( )Cowboy Bebop: The Movie
( )Good Morning Vietnam
(x)Mrs. Doubtfire
(x)Bruce Almighty
(x)Home Alone
(x)Home Alone 2
(x)Home Alone 3
(x)The Mighty Ducks
(x)The Mighty Ducks 2
(x)The Mighty Ducks 3
( )Memphis Belle
( )Last of the Mohicans
( )Shawshank Redemption
(x)Spy Kids
(x)Spy Kids 2
( )Spy Kids 3-D
( )Dark City
( )Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants
( )Minority Report
( )Beaches
(x)Sweet Home Alabama
( )Dracula 2000
( )Citizen Kane
( )Night Of The Living Dead
(x)Dawn Of The Dead
( )Day Of The Dead
( )Land of The Dead
( )Return Of The Living Dead
( )Return of the Living Dead II
( )Return of the Living Dead III
(x)Shaun of the Dead
( )Heathers
(x)Loser
( )Madhouse
( )The Fly
( )Bubba Ho-Tep
( )The Return Of The Fly
( )Lord Of The Flies
( )American Psycho
( )American Psycho 2
(x)Psycho
( )Don't Be A Menace To South Central While Drinking Juice In The Hood
( )Friday
( )Next Friday
( )Friday After Next
( )Half Baked
(x)The Exorcist
( )Excorcist:The Beginning
( )The Evil Dead 2
( )Army of Darkness
( )Requiem For A Dream
( )Pi
( )Legend
( )The Labrynth
( )Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas
(x)The Lost Boys
( )Salem's Lot
(x)House On Haunted Hill
( )Strangeland
( )Kill Bill Volume 1
( )Kill Bill Volume 2
(x)Taking Lives
( )Original Sin
(x)The Omen
(x)Romy and Michele's High School Reunion
(x)The Longest Yard
( )The Dukes of Hazzard
( )Bad News Bears
( )The Fantastic Four
( )How High
( )Batman
( )Batman Returns
( )Batman Forever
( )Batman & Robin
( )Batman Begins
(x)Wedding Crashers
( )Sky High
( )Bewitched
(x)Moulin Rouge
(x)Zoolander
(x)Red eye
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school starts soon...im not too happy about this.
there are some people that are going to be there that I would be better off not seeing.
I have no idea whats gonna happen this year...last year definitely sucked a lot of ass.
maybe this year will be better? yeah...right...i HIGHLY doubt that.
I keep telling myself, "w/e, it's not your problem, forget about it, blah blah blah" and all that other bull shit.
I wanna move. move to a different state. just get the fuck out of this place. so I can start over and become a new person.
I'm sick of being here. I hate living in this fucked up place.
"Hi, I'm Tracey and I live in Bumblefuck Virginia...pleasure to meet you!"
right now, everyone can go suck a dick and shut the fuck up.
I don't know why I keep pressing enter in this entry...
there. blaaaaaaaaaaaaah mother fucker get me out. right now.
I hate living here. I hate the people that live here. I hate everything about living here.
Unfortunately, I can't do anything about it.
roar...w/e, im done, bye.
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1. First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Austin
2. Last person you kissed: Matt Price
3. Last word you said: took
4. Last song you sang: I'm Not Okay-MCR
5. Last person you hugged: My sister
6. Last thing you laughed at: this guy thats tryna find the name of this one porn star
7. Last time you said 'I love you': yesterday when my mom called
8. What's in your CD player: Alanis Morissette
9. What socks are you wearing: none
10. What's under your bed: an 8 Ball
11. Current taste: grapes
13. Current hair style: messy and in a big ball on top of my head
14. Current clothes: t-shirt and shorts
15. Current annoyance: my dad
16. Current want: to get out of this god damn house or for Rebecca to come back from the beach or Sloane to come back from her cruise =(
17. Current desktop picture: bleeding rose
18. Current worry: scool starting
19. Current hate: my dad
20. Story behind your journal username: my screen name..
21. Current favorite article of clothing: sweat pants
22. Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: eyes, hands, teeth, and hair
23. Last CD that you bought: my sister bought me the killers CD for my bday
24. Favorite place to be: in NYC w. my cousin
25. Least favorite place: my house
26. Time you wake up in the morning: depends when i go to bed the night before
28. Believe in an afterlife: yes
29. Current favorite word/saying: "Go suck a dick", "Pookie", "Whip it out"
30. Favorite book: I have a lot..
34. One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: my uncle harvey
35. Favorite day: friday
36. Where do you want to go: to NYC
37. What is your career going to be like: successful
38. How many kids do you want: 1 or 2
39. What kind of car will you have: a silver mazda protege
40. Type a line you remember from any book: "You think you can be a bitch, but you can't...not like us."
41. A random lyric: Well if you wanted honesty that's all you had to say
42. Eye Color: hazel
43. Hair Color: brown
44. Righty or Lefty: righty
45. Zodiac Sign: cancer
46.Innie or Outtie: innie
DESCRIBE...
47. Your heritage: white
48. The shoes you wore today: soccer cleates
49. Your hair: curly and brown...
50. Your weakness: The Rocky Horror Picture Show
51. Your fears: the dark
52. One thing you'd like to achieve: s0o0o many things...
WHAT IS..
53. Your most overused phrase on aim: LoL
54. Your thoughts first waking up: What am I gonna do today?
55. The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: hands and eyes
56. Your bedtime: when i get tired
57. Your most missed memory: not sure..
59. McDonald's or Burger King: neither
60. Single or group dates: both.
61. Adidas or Nike: both are cool?
62. Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: iont drink tea
63. Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
64. Cappuccino or coffee: coffee
DO YOU...
65. Smoke: no
66. Cuss: yea
67. Sing: yes
68. Take a shower everyday: yes
69. Have a crush: no
70. Who is he: no one...
71. Think you've been in love: for the last god damn time, no
72. Want to go to college: indeed
73. Like high school: freshman year sucked cuz i was vulnerable and stupid, sophomore year will be better
74. Want to get married: sure why not...it won't kill me if i don't
75. Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: no, my fingers fly all over the keyboard
76. Think you're attractive: nope, not at all
77. Think you're a healthy: not when it comes to food
78. Get along with your parents: my mom
79. Play an instrument: the vocal cords
IN THE PAST 3 MONTHS, DID YOU OR HAVE YOU...
80. Drunk alcohol: yes
81. Smoke: no
82. Done a drug: no
83. Made Out: yes
84. Go on a date: no
85. Eaten an entire box of Oreos: no
86. Eaten sushi: no
87. Been dumped: no
88. Made homemade cookies: no
89. Been in love: no
90. Gone skinny dipping: no
91. Dyed your hair: no
92. Stolen anything: yes
HAVE YOU EVER..
93. Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: iono
94. Been caught: haha i got caught lying about where i was
95. Been called a prude: no
96. Gotten beaten up: no
97. Changed who you were to fit in: definitely not
GENERAL INFO...
98. My name is: Tracey
99. Height: 5'0
100. Favorite toe: i hate feet...
100. Favorite show: THE REAL WORLD! WOO!
101. The morning I: die will be the happiest morning of my life...
102. All you need is: love...da da da da da...
103. Love is: BLAAAH
104. If I could see one person right now: it would be either Becca, Stacy, BooBoo, Sloane, Ella, or Allie
105. What annoys you most: you
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juss got back form soccer practice and i feel hella good =D haha. I'm gonna do it. I'm actually doing something about it =). haha I love my supporters...especially Stacy haha, she's the most important one. =D haha.
What time are you starting this? 8:04 p.m.
Name? Tracey
Nicknames? Trace Face, Pookie, Tracsters, T Money, Tracey Cat...yea
Date of birth? July 13, 1990
Sex? female
Height? 5'0
Eye color? hazel
Where were you born? Germany
Number of candles on your last birthday cake? 15
Pets? none
Hair color? brown
Piercings? ears
Town you live in? Burke
Favorite foods? Pollo con arroz ((or Stacy's mom's cooking =D haha))
Ever been to Africa? no
Been toilet papering? yes
Love someone so much it made you cry? no
Been in a car accident? no
Croutons or bacon bits? meh..neither
Favorite day of the week? friday
Favorite resturant? Shiros or Olive Garden
Favorite flower? Daisy
Favorite sport to watch? Baseball
Favorite drink? strawberry daquiri, strawberry margarita, apple margarita, orange soda, diet coke...yea
Favorite ice cream flavor? any kind of sorbet flavor...
Warner Bros. or Disney? Disney
Favorite fast food restuarant? Subway
Carpet color in your bedroom? Beige
How many times did you fail your driver's test? None yet =)
Whom did you get your last email from? I'm pretty sure it was the lovely Ella Rose =D
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? well...
What do you do most often when you are bored? Annoy my mom at work
Most annoying thing to say to me? depends on my mood
Bedtime? when ever
Favorite TV show? The Real World, Nip/Tuck, Six Feet Under, and yea...
Last person you went out to dinner with?: Tiffany
Been out of the country? yes
Believe in magic? Do you believe in magic...in a young girl's heart...how the music can free her when ever it starts and its magic...if the music is groovy and makes u feel happy like an old time movie...yea =D hahaha
Ford or Chevy? Chevy...?
What are you listening to right now? Helen-MCR
Have you ever failed a grade? no
If you have, what grade did you fail?
Do you have a crush on someone? no
Do you have a bf/gf: no
If so, what is their name?
How long have you been together?
What are you wearing right now? blink182 shirt and shorts
Would you have sex before marriage? yes
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? no
Are you a virgin? yes
Do you smoke? no
Do you drink? occasionally
Are you ghetto? If I was ghetto, I would'nt be living in Burke...
Are you a player? hahaha...about that...
What are your favorite colors? green
What is your favorite animal? Animals are weird...but if I had to choose, a hyena
Do you have any birthmarks? yea
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked? no
Who do you talk to most on the phone? Becca, Tiffany, Stacy, or Melissa
Have you ever been slapped? yea
Do you get online a lot? yea
Are you shy or outgoing? outgoing =)
Do you shower? yes
Do you hate school? sometimes
Do you have a social life? yes
How easily do you trust people? I'm learning to not trust so easily...
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing? yes...definitely
Would you ever sky dive? yea!
Do you like to dance? yes
Have you ever been out of state? yes
Do you like to travel? yes
Have you ever been expelled from school? no
Have you ever been suspended from school? no
Do you want to get out of your hometown? yes
Are you spoiled? no
Are you a brat? yes
Have you ever been dumped? yes
Do you like snapple? some flavors
Do you drink a lot of water? yes
What toothpaste do you use? crest
Do you have a cell phone? yes
Do you have a curfew? no
Who do you look up to? considering I'm 5 feet tall...hahaha
Are you a role model? I believe so =)
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point? six flags
What name brand do you wear the most? I don't keep track
What kind of jewelry do you wear? heart necklave, studded, hoop, or martini earrings, sometimes anklets, and my livestrong bracelet
What do you want pierced? my nose
Do you like takin pictures? soemtimes
Do you like gettin your picture taken? yes
Do you have a tan? no
Do you get annoyed easily? not really
Have you ever started a rumor? yes
Do you have your own phone or phone line? my cell
Do you have your own pool? no
Do you prefer boxers or briefs? briefs
Do you have any siblings? older brother and older sister
Have you ever been played? not that I know of
Have you ever played anyone? yes
Do you get along with your parents? with my mom
How do you vent your anger? my LJ or my good friends
Have you ever ran away? it wasn't really running away...
Have you ever been fired from a job? not yet
Do you even have a job? yes
Do you daydream a lot? yes
Do you have a lot of ex's? yes
Do you run your mouth? haha yea
What do you want a tattoo of? maybe a heart with a black rose through it and like outlined in vines...yea on my shoulder or lower back
What do you have a tattoo of? nothing
Have you ever been bitched out? Not really, I do most of that LoL
Are you rude? I can be, but I'm a pretty easy-going person
What was the last compliment you recieved? you've got big boobs
Do you like getting dirty? only with my Masada Teddies, of course =D
Are you flexiable? not really
What is your heritage? polish, austrian, russian, and this other thing
What is your lucky number? 13
What does your hair look like right now? messy and in a big ball on the top of my head
Could you ever be a vegetarian? no
Describe your looks? if you click on earlier at the bottom of this page, the first entry will be pictures of me in Cali for my brother's graduation
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color? Red
Would you ever date someone younger than you? no
Would you ever date someone older than you? I have
When was the last time you were drunk? hmmm...
How many rings until you answer the phone? if it's eddie, never...but neone else, about 2 or 3
Have you ever been skinny dipping? no
If yes, when was the last time?
When was the last time you went on a date? i forget
Do you look more like your mother or father? my mom
Do you cry a lot? when im depressed
Do you ever cry to get your way? not anymore
What phrase do you use most when on the phone? "Geh" and "pwahahaha" LOL BECCA
Are you the romantic type? definitely
Have you ever been chased by cops? no
What do you like most about your body? my eyes, hair and hands
What do you like least about your body? the rest of my body
When did you have your first crush? like 2nd grade
When was the last time you threw up? 8th grade...
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly? no
What about cleavage? sometimes
Is your best friend a virgin? yes
Have you ever fucked someone up? no
Have you ever been fucked up? no
What theme does your room have? boring
What is your screen name on AIM? crzymnky456
How are you feeling right now? absolutely wonderful =)
When was the last time you were at a party? iont remember
Have you ever given a lapdance? yea
Have you ever recieved one? yea
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you? yea
What is one of your bad qualilties? im too clingy
What is one of your good qualilties? i can make people laugh even if I'm being totally stupid
Would you marry for money? no
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child? mommys
When was the last time you cried in school? like 2 minutes ago
Would you ever hook up with the same sex? no
What kind of music do you like? everything
Would you ever bungee jump? yea
What is your worst fear? getting caught up in an abusive relationship...or having someone really close to me die for doing stupid shit
Would you ever join the army? maybe
Do you like cows? no
If you were to die today? I might feel happy...
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it be? to my dad- I wish you were the one dying and not me
Do you like to party? always
Hearts or broken hearts? hearts
Moons or stars? stars
Coke or pepsi? pepsi
Favorite scent? Amber Romance or Vanilla Sugar
Favorite band? MCR
Would you ever dye your hair red? hell yea
How many languages can you speak? I can speak English and a bit of Spanish
What time are you finishing this? 8:33 p.m.
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My parents suck a lot of ass...they really do.
Background details:
So, everyone was asleep at 6:30 in the morning on Tuesday ((this past tuesday)). I wake up to the sound of people screaming, not surprised it was my parents. I had no idea what they were fighting over. All they were doing was yelling at the top of their lungs to each other, my dad mostly. He was screaming, "RUTH GET OUT OF THE FUCKING BED! STOP BEING LAZY AND GET OUT OF THE FUCKING BED! YOUR ALARM WENT OFF, YOU NEED TO GET OUT OF BED!" I say to myself, "Oh, so NOW he cares when she's out of bed? He probably woke up late ((he had to take my sister to West Springfield so she could take her Geometry SOL, which she passed =D)) and couldn't get into the shower until my mom did because he knew that if he got in before her, she would be late to work and we wouldn't hear the end of it when she got home tonight." Sure enough, I was right. My dad kept screaming and telling my mom to get out of bed, until he finally took the covers and threw them off the bed, then he gradded my mom by the arms to lift her up to get her out of bed. Meanwhile, my mom is calling him a mother fucking lunatic, screaming and struggling to get away from him, ugh it was awful. My sister and I weren't worried, though, because they fight like this all the time. But once my mom came into the hallway to get her towel and washcloth, she started talking to Deborah and I saying, "Girls, girls wake up. He's in one of his moods again. You need to stay out of his way today. If he asks you to do something, you do it without any arg--"
Then I said, "MOM, STOP IT! NO ONE CARES ABOUT HIM ANYMORE! JUST STOP!" I was mad because I could've slept for at least 20 more minutes before Tiffany was coming over ((she was gonna help me out at the synagogue)).
Later...when I was downstairs on the couch in the living room waiting for Tiffany to come, my dad had threatened to turn the water off on my mom when she was in the shower because he's just an asshole like that. He came downstairs, looked at me fore a second then said:
((D))"What the fuck are you doing up, you little shit? What time do you have to be up?"
((T))"I have to be up by 10:15 at the latest, but I'm up now because you're a fucking animal."
((D))"You look like you're waiting for someone, why are you down here?"
((T))"I'm waiting for Tiffany to come because she's coming to the synagogue with me today."
((D))"SHE'S COMING RIGHT NOW?!??!"
((T))"Yes."
((D))"FUCKIN' GREAT, YOU LITTLE FAT FUCK! YOU'RE A STUPID FAT FUCK AND YOU DON'T FUCKING THINK THINGS THROUGH!!! WHY THE FUCK DO YOU LET YOUR FRIENDS COME OVER AT FUCKING 7 IN THE MORNING, YOU LITTLE BITCH?!?!?"
((T))--semi laughing-- "I told you 2 days ago and yesterday that she was coming over. This just proves my point that you don't listen to a god damn thing anyone says in this house."
((D)) --walking back upstairs-- "Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.."
Tiffany finally came, I took a shower, called my boos to come and pick us up ASAP, and we were gone until 5. My sister's plane left at 5:30, so she had already left to go to the airport.
My parents haven't been talking since their little episode, so this morning was more fighting. They were screaming and yelling at 5:30 in the morning. My mom was screaming and sounded like she was struggling to get out of his grip or some shit like that, and I was sitting in my bed, not moving...waiting...listening. Until finally, my dad said "I'm sleeping downstairs cuz I can't stand it when pigs snore. You're a mother fucking fat fuck and you snore like a fucking pig." As he walked downstairs, my mom called after him, "DIE YOU MOTHER FUCKING BASTARD! YOU DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE! I HOPE YOU HAVE A FUCKING STROKE AND DIE YOU FUCKER!"
All the days in between those two and the next few coming up are gonna be a case of my mom asking me where he is and what he's doing, my dad staying out of sight from everyone else, and that's about it.
On a happier note, Deborah comes home on Wednesday, so I think I'll go to the airport with my dad to pick her up because I miss her. We've been texting each other and talking occasionally on the phone and she's been telling me everything that she has been doing with our Uncle Izzy and our Aunt Rose.
Soccer season starts tomorrow. I'm excited because it will help me with my diet thing ((if you can even call it that =/)) and get me out of the house so I don't have to be in the middle of my parents fighting.
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